Page 1; unwritten story

*playlist start:    1.Blue Sky Collapse-Adhitia Sofyan (4:51)
                             2.Good Enough-Lifehouse (5:11)/The Scientist-Coldplay(5:11)*



*Notes: I'm not the person who get 'feeling blue' so easily* so..........don't take it too seriously with this. (kalau mau lebih asik lagi, sebelum baca blog-nya, dengerin playlist yg udh gue kasih yaaa)☺

Lets say that everyone have a two kind of secret, the secret that they dont wanna talk to everyone, then the secret that they want talk to someone. but the problem...sometimes some people havent courage enough to tell it, or they scared that when they tell that secret, it...can change something.

It's just a unwritten story from someone who hide something from the people she like

No, she dont wanna talk the truth to him because she think that it can change everything. some people said, "The one thing that can destroy a friendship is, Love"

Yes, she really want to talk the truth. because an opportunity cant come twice, because we will never know something happen until we tell the truth.

She still hide it, still.

She said that something are better unspoken, there's some question that dont have an answer. 

she still quite, still.

she think that it's alright to hide it all, she think that...'am i wrong for do this?' she thinks that to like someone who actually her friend it's a big mistake.

but actually, love is...suddenly happen for no reason. you can plan with who you can marry, but you can't plan with who you falling in love.

she still think that..better to hide it all.

But, she still pray that.....she can have a right time to sit together and talk about each other feelings.

A day, A month, A year, she still hide it. she still keep it all. she still talk to him like usually, both of them still talk, both of them still tell a story and not infrequently both of them are sharing secrets, except the secret that..she likes him.

'He's like have a two personality. he can be a quite person, a good-listener, a wise-person. and he can be a talk-active person and talk everything, his experiment, his story etc.' she said. 'both of us not a texting-person, we both dont like to story in message, but we have a 'our-time' to story, maybe just both of us or with our another friends.'

'not infrequently, we both go out (usually in the night) and talk everything or maybe just sit together and silent. i like to being his side because, when i dont have some story to talk, we both just sit together and enjoy the moment. we speak in silently, sometimes.'

'He's the stubborn-one, but he have their own way to show that you're his friend, his best friend. not infrequently, they do something stupid like.... 'he would stay with you when you sick while he playing with his friend. he would stop his conversation right now with some people when you tell him that you really wanna go home/go out from some place, when i have some bad story and all that i can do is silent, he will ask all of our friend just for know that i'm alright, and many more' for you that really dont know him, you think that he likes me. no, it's just his habbit. he's the royal person, especially to the person who can make him comfortable. i try to positive thinking that i'm just his friend, not 'more than friend'

she's still hide it, not infrequently they give some code to him, just like all the girl in the world who like someone while she wish that he will ask her first or maybe just sit and talk about a feelings each other.

she's hide it, still....

A day, A month, they still be a friends like always....

.....Until....she dont have enough energy to hide it all.

She's tired to hide it all

and then she tell the truth to him, she call him to go out to tell him something.

and....

'i told him that we need to talk each other about each other feeling' she said. 'and he said 'sure, i think that i need it, too'

and finally, both of them talk the truth...

and...

and....

she's crying,

not crying loudest. she's just feel upset, end up disappointed.

'i told him that i like him, all this time, the reason i keep it all because i want to we can still be friend.' she said. 'and he just smiling and said he knows, he knows it all. he knows that i like him. but he just silent just like what i did because he wanted me to ask him first. No, he's not evil like you think. he's just wanted me to be brave, be brave to tell what's really bother my feelings.'

'too late, he said. too late. yes, he dont talk clearly that he likes me. but all that i can conclude that he....ever feel really comfortable with me more than a friends, noted it. but not now, it's an old time.'

'Today is the last day i can talk to him..closer like this, he will go to some place far away from here. Yes, it's his last day in here. Feel happy that i'm already know it all? Yes. But, in the other hand, Feeling regret. i wont tell the reason because...it's been a year a go and i still try to let it go. He's understand what i'm feeling until now, that's why we both never talk again until now, no message, no call, never meet again. i think it's not fair, i still want to talk like the old time, but he know that i will be more....you know, still cant forget that thing. Like i said before, he would do anything for his friend, altought its crazy', she said

all that i can tell that from this, is......

be brave, to tell the truth, just tell it.

dont be afraid, dont wait the right time, make your own right time. you will never know what's happen until you tell it.

Fin.
*sorry for the bad english*-_-v